~.*innocence*.~

Saturday, April 22, 2006

*[[ pics from days of club crawl ]]*

yeah i figured since i havent posted pics in a while, i might as well now.. we also took a vid of us practising for stinkin garbage but it wasn't that good =X but the quality was! wahahaha.. n70 rox la.

on another note, project's gettin on rather fine actually, and if not for that bothersome supervisor and the timings, i might like my project! we finalli did some real work this week after that supervisor finally decided to get her hands dirty and demonstrate. sheesh. it took her 6 weeks to do that? wtf. but yeah. dechorionating an embryo and taking a nice picture of it feels so damn satisfying, but crushing one can be even more demoralising too. apparently this project requires us to play "god", of course only when it comes to the embryos. =/

i'm christopher, the embryo murderer. now that's rather nice ring to it doesn't it? hoho.

chris was reminiscing @ | 4/22/2006 11:16:00 pm

~.* innocence *.~

Sunday, April 16, 2006

*[[ just. killll meeee ]]*

i've had this recurring fantasy that i could hire a hitman who'd take me out when i least expect it.

life really sucks. really. things (my phone, followed by my com, and then things at home like the fridge) screwing up on me, wrong decisions that i've made and regretted soo badly, i sooo badly want to turn back time. then again, if i could turn back time i think i wouldn't have to face these problems in the first place cos i'd prolly have made sure my parents didn't meet or smth. hahs. ok maybe thats a bit too evil.

i seriously chose the wrong project. i guess it was plain lack of foresight on my part but, i should have declined it in the very first place when i stepped into the tutorial room. or maybe i should have insisted on the OTHER project, the particular one in which i had much interest. or maybe i should have....

fuck. what's done is done. unless some miracle from heaven arrives, i have no choice but to get these next 6-7 weeks over and done with. life's a road with many obstacles. this is just one giant boulder. i bet there'll be plenty more even after these 6-7 weeks. but whatever the case, i gotta get through this 1st.

expenditure this month has definitely exceeded a grand, with stuff like my com repairs costing about 600, my n70, which i bought today for 350 after a plan upgrade and after trading in my 6600 for only 150 T.T!!, and also other stuff i had to buy which totalled about 150? damn i'm broke!!

school's reopening! to those who were having holidays of course, i nv had a holiday to begin with. anws club crawl's on tues and we're having our second percussion performance! i'm just worried i'll screw up cos we only finished learning on sat and i havent practised today! ahhhhh! i just hope my excuse letters will be enough for that damn bitch of a doctor. ppptueee. JOIN THE BAND PPL!!!!! xD

anws happy easter everyone! he lives! he lives! christ jesus lives today..

chris was reminiscing @ | 4/16/2006 10:03:00 pm

~.* innocence *.~