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Sunday, December 28, 2008

*[[ it's been almost 5 years already?! ]]*

wow. i just realised i've had this blog since e start of '04! and it really seems like the rate of entries is dropping and the years pass! hahaha okay maybe it's the lack of activity and also cos army stuff aren't allowed to be published on the net, so that really leaves me with nothing to blog about, and thus, i've neglected it.. but hopefully in the new year ahead i'll have more to blog about! esp after ORD-ING!! hahaha still long tho. 5 1/2 mths more! but the 3mths ahead is not gonna be easy; outfields, outfields and more outfields! and atec stage2 finally in march..
gah. i'm suddenly given a dilemma. to choose between going to church retreat or friend's wedding? argh! i'm seriously stuck on this one. then comes the inevitable, what the heck am i gonna do after i ORD?? i think in the week that just passed, i've had about 5 ppl asking the same question. and i'm quite unable to decide too. sigh. i wish i could say for sure what i'm interested in studying, but i can't. i wish i could be like others, certain of what to study, like business, mass comm, engineering.. but i'm not. i've had ideas and dreams of doing music, becoming a professional percussionist, but hell, who am i kidding. sigh.

i think i need some help from up there.

chris was reminiscing @ | 12/28/2008 07:39:00 pm

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