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i just saw the vid on teohui's blog and thoughts went thru my head and i thought i might as well type it out..
i had possibly the worst night's sleep ever last night. i took surprisingly long to get to slp and kept waking up several times and the cycle kept repeating. i guess i've finally decided to just forget about it like how i did the 1st time. =)
it's half past one in the morning and i'm just laying back, chilling out to my playlist and in deep thoughts. i guess not having to go to work and just having NOTHING to do is reason enough for that. today's church service left me feeling like an alien to a church i've been attending ever since sec sch, maybe because of the fact that i spent most part of it with people who left eventually, leaving me all by my own. and now, i feel like leaving too. somewhere i can forget, start afresh, but still experience the same God, because, it really IS all about him no matter where u go isn't it? of course. whether u end up single all your life (so far) or not, it's all planned out by Him, isn't it? sigh. maybe it's just me to be so pessimistic about the whole bgr thing, but honestly i can never see myself being more than just a "friend" to someone of the opposite sex. sure, we can be GOOD friends (i have a few actually, and i treasure them greatly), but nothing more, cos i just know nothing good can come out of it. it's just me. or maybe i'm just afraid. of the almost inevitable ending. again. pessimism at it's best. who knows, maybe i'm just putting the blame on Him for this. i hate myself.
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just got back from class chalet and i'm damn tired. not that we did much there, but i spent a whole morning playing playing monopoly with ian and timothy until i got totally bankrupt! damn mayfair. ended up slping for only 2 hours or so that day.
lets see. quite a fun week actually!
and finally after almost a whole year, i'm back in the food business, as a waiter of course. this time the restaurant's called "acacia" and it's right smack in the middle of bishan park 2. it's got quite a nice scenary since it's surrounded by the park and a spa right next to it. however the food is quite pricey so be warned! and somehow the whole restaurant is run with only about 2-3 full timers for the service and 1 full timer for cooking. and 1 or 2 indian nationals for the cleaning but thats besides the point. how they managed these 4 years, dun ask me. their working system is slightly different from pasta cafe tho.. for example they dun have a computer system for keying in orders, so our hand writing has to be legible. of course there're more differences but i can't be bothered to list them. i still prefer pasta cafe tho. but one thing is that we didn't need to do any closing duties! i thought i'd have to mop or sweep like as in pasta cafe, but not in acacia. the boss does it himself! he seems to be a nice man, the lady boss half as nice and the other part timer a whole lot more blur than i was. the cook was nice too, making us (me and jo) some supper to let us try the food and also some fries! =D anws i guess we're kinda lucky it wasn't tooo busy, esp when it was hectic in the kitchen already with so many orders coming from the spa's side.
somehow, u only miss stuff once u've moved on into the future, isn't it? well i was with jo and she had to meet marcus who was in my alma mater (OP) so i thought, heck, why not, check out what's changed and all esp since they've repainted the whole school purple/maroon!! but i never quite expected myself to end up chatting up with my form tchr ms chang who was in charge of op's band and even ms mary who was having a npcc camp.. just being there in the canteen, reminiscenting and updating myself with the happenings in school, like how the old mr loh is FINALLY retiring next year.. damn i miss my sec 3/4 days and esp my mates.. i wanna relive those days again! but i know i never will.. sigh.