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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

*[[ last train home ]]*

if u havent heard this song "last train home" by lostprophets, pls do urself a favour and listen to it! when i sing it to myself, it feels like i'm promising myself, not to fall in love again. but somehow, i always break that promise. sigh. but i still like the song anw.

but thats not the only reason why i used that as the title. bloody hell. i had to run from one bus stop to the next to catch the last bus home. thankfully the bus driver was nice enough to wait at the stop for what seemed like a min or so to let me run up to it. stupid ezlink had to run out of credit at the right time. i took a random bus to serangoon mrt just to top it up before i rushed up to see the bus taking off from the prev bus stop. geez my butt hurt like crap on the bus from the running la.

1 more month to the end of it all. just had a presentation earlier today and thanks to eeren and soekhui, it was quite a good one. more presentations to come though; biomanufacturing, PCT, and business mgmt. and finally, exams.

regrets. i'm one full of them. i think never before have i felt so much regret in a single week. from the first words i spoke to u, to the times spent with u, to the things i do for u, everything. why can't u decide for urself what u feel? why do u allow urself to be controlled just by what other do and say? and WHY CAN'T U JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH? fuck. have u even spared a single thought for me? did u not think that ur actions could hurt my feelings, especially after all u've said and lied? i hate myself. i do so only because i cannot bring myself to hate u.

i hate ppl who give false hope.

chris was reminiscing @ | 1/17/2007 11:02:00 pm

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